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P/s: Kalau tak suka, anda boleh hold Ctrl and then tekan W :D

Nombor bertuah :)

Wednesday, November 14, 2012

It must be hurt

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It must be hurt
When you lose someone that you really love

A few days before your birthday
She was already gone
Leaving you
FOREVER

Never come back
Even though she wanted to
She can't

You never know that
Until the day she was gone

I bet,
You never expect this
Never expect that she will leave you forever
Never expect that she will never come back to you

It must be difficult
For you to go through all this

I know you love her
And I know that she love you too

I do respect you
Because you can go through all that with smile
Even though you heart is suffering

If it was me,
I'm not sure whether I can go through that or not.
Maybe I can
But it takes time
For me to accept all of that
 

People may die,
but love never dies..

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Saturday, September 15, 2012

Fate

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"Everything happens for a reason."

Most of the people say so.
Most.

Yeah. I know that.
I bet, everyone know about this.

Sometimes,
I really wish I knew what that reason was.

I wanna know the reason earlier.
So I won't get hurt.
So I won't cry for something that is not worth it.
So my time won't be wasted

But,
it is impossible right?

Only Allah knows
our fate
our destiny

We can only plan,
but only Allah can decide
what is our destiny.

Whatever it is.
Accept everything as it is.

Do not complain about our fate.
Because as we all know,

Everything happens for a reason

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Thursday, August 16, 2012

Today is today

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16 Ogos
Hate this date

Today,
I went to a place
that full of memories

I hate it
but sometimes,
I miss it

I don't know what I really feel
Hate, love, miss
Miserable

Why life must be so complicated?
I just don't understand

When I was a little kid,
I thought
become an adult is fun
But it is not
Not fun at all

Life is so complicated
Full of challenges
That's what makes us strong

Be thankful
Life could be worse

Beginnings are usually scary,
and endings are usually sad.
But it is everything in between
that makes it all worth living.

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Tuesday, August 14, 2012

Univesiti Malaysia Pahang

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Ehem ehem. Di sini saya ingin mengumumkan bahawa, bertarikh pada 17 Jun 2012, saya Zuraini binti Hassan telah secara rasminya menjadi mahasiswi Universiti Malaysia Pahang (UMP). Waaahh~ Percaya tak percaya tak? Aku dah jadi pelajar U sekarang. Haha.


http://www.studymalaysia.com/postgrad/images/college/logo/UMP.jpeg 

Aku dapat course kejuruteraan kimia dan sumber asli (loji proses). Course dengan universiti nih first choice aku dalam UPU tahu tak? Haha. Nak bangga sikit sebab dapat first choice. Satu hari nanti, aku akan jadi chemical enginer. Hoho. Tapi nampak macam tough course tu. Hmm. Takpe takpe. Aku akan cuba yang terbaik untuk dapatkan dekan! Hee.

Mula mula duduk sini, aku rasa sunyi sangat. Hahah! Asyik nak balik je. Anak manja lah katakan. Tapi bila dah lama ni, aku rasa best duduk kat UMP ni. Aku dapat ramai kawan. Roommate aku semua baik. Meh aku tunjukkan kawan kawan aku and share some pictures kat UMP.


Ni gambar kelas. Gambar ni diambil masa hari terakhir kelas Soft Skills.

Nurul Fitri binti Bukhari, orangnya periang gila. Haha. Sangat periang. Kalau dia menjerit, satu blok boleh dengar. Dia nih macam budak budak sikit. Tapi kadang kadang tu dia agak matang lah jugak. In certain things.
 
Ni Nuur Fazreena binti Abdul Latiff. Dia nih perangai gila gila sikit. Tinggi orangnya. Aku terasa pendek bila duduk sebelah dia T_T

Ni kawan baik aku, Muhammad Zulfadhli Afiq bin Saffi'ai. Dia lelaki yang paling rapat dengan aku. Masalah aku semua aku share dengan dia. Tapi kesian, dia selalu kena pukul dengan aku. Hehe. Sorry ye?

Ahmad Haziq bin Abdul Manaf! Kawan aku jugak. Dia selalu luahkan apa yang  ada dalam hati dia. Sabar ye Haziq? Everything will be just fine :)

Muhammad Syarif Wira'i bin Abd Razak. Dia nih bapak aku dalam family tree kitaorang kat UMP. Hehe. Dia kata aku nih saaaaaangat manja! Haha. Memang betul pun. Kan bapak kan?

Kumpulan Soft Skills aku, Phoenix :D Kat tengah tengah tu lecturer kitaorang, miss Fatihah.
Dari kiri Hakim a.k.a KB, aku, Farid, Faz and Afiq (Aku prefer panggil dia Afiq walaupun semua orang panggil dia Zul)

Dari kiri : Haziq, Nurul, aku, Faz

GIG Vaganza!

CEREBRO! Group untuk GIG Vaganza and UHL1412.
Dari kiri : Aku, Lan, Faz and Izzat. Gambar nih kurang lagi sorang, Farid.

Esplanade!

Gambar kelas..

Semua budak kelas aku baik baik belaka. Hehe. And aku harap, friendship kitaorang nih kekal sampai bila bila. Harap sangat. And untuk group sepuluh orang tu, aku sedar sekarang ni kita tak macam dulu. Semua macam dah berpecah. Sorang ke sana, sorang ke situ. Hmm..  Harap sangat kita jadi macam dulu balik. Keluar ramai ramai. Haha. Sampai satu hari tu tayar kereta pecah. Tu lah. Drive sampai 170km/h.. Bagus sangat lah tu kan.

Okay lah. Tu je aku nak share untuk hari ni. See ya!

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To be truth

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To be truth,
it hurts

To be truth,
I hate this feeling

To be truth,
I hope everything can go back to normal, like before.

To be truth,
I hate to admit that I'm okay, I'm fine.

To be truth,
I hate to say, "Don't worry I'll be fine"

To be truth,
I hate to be alone

But Zuraini, this is nothing compared to what you've been going through. Don't fall just because of this. You have been through something worse than this. You still can survive until now. So why do you need to cry for this? Don't cry Zuraini. It just nothing. Be brave, be strong. You are strong enough Zuraini. Believe in yourself. Believe in Allah. Everything happens for a reason.

To be truth,
I hate saying that to myself. Pathetic.
But I need strength to go through all this.
Always think positive :)

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Thursday, June 28, 2012

Dear that capital S

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Assalamualaikum. I just wanna say sorry for everything. Maaf. Saya tak nak benda ni berlarutan. Cukuplah apa yang saya dah lalui. Saya tak nak fikir lagi. Please jangan sia sia kan usaha saya untuk lupakan dia. Semua saya nak lupakan. Apa yang dia buat pun, saya dah lupakan semuanya. Saya tak nak taip panjang panjang. Saya just nak minta maaf je.


Dear capital S, I am sorry.

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Saturday, February 04, 2012

I hate waiting.

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I'm tired. Tired of waiting. Where is the word? I want to hear that word from your own mouth. It has been 7 months since that time. A long time, indeed. Is that hard to say that word? I've been waiting for this long. Waiting for you or her or probably her, to say that to me. It just a simple word. One word only, with full of meaning.

I should be really happy for that. You deserve that. But I don't know why I don't really happy. Maybe because I still have the humanity. Not like you. Pathetic jerk. One thing that I am really sure is, I hate you. And someone that care about you too. Oh maybe I should change that. Someone that don't really know about you, even though you and her live together :)

Oh. I thought, you have already forget about me. Then suddenly, I've got an email from you. I don't know what Yahoo sent to you by using my name, my email. You act like there is nothing happened between us. And wow, you do remember who I am. I'm shocked. Well, I blame Yahoo for this. For reminds me of you. I hate that.

Boy, you can do that to me. I mean, you are already did. And do not forget, others might do the same to you :) And I guess, they have already did too. Take that as a lesson. I hope Yahoo won't do the same thing again.

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For capital S

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Dear you,
I know you're reading this post. If you hate me, please stop what you are doing. Stop reading this. It just will makes you hate me more. I know who you really are. What do you think I am? Someone that you can blame for others mistake? The one that you protect, is someone that you don't really know. Go, get to know him well.  He is a part of your family. I wonder, did you really know what he is doing?

I know what you are doing. You are older than me. I do respect you. Behave. Act like what you should. Don't act like a kid. I did not warn you. I am just telling you. I am somebody that you don't really have to know. I've got nothing to do with you. And the same as you. This is me. If you don't like this, then get out from my life, you silent reader.

Your sincerely,
Zuraini Hassan

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Sunday, January 22, 2012

At work.

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Well hello guys! Hihi. Eh eh, assalamualaikum :) Jarang aku update blog kesayangan aku ni. Busy lerr. Aku kerja sekarang. Kat Bangunan Mustapha Kamal aka BMK. Korang cari lah aku kat bangunan ni. Teacher Hazrimah and cikgu Hasmah dah jumpa aku kat sini. Aku kerja 12 jam ouh. Takde masa nak keluar keluar ni. Haihh. Lepas tu takde cuti pulak tu. Setiap hari aku kerja. Penat!

Kat Bangunan Mustapha Kamal ni, atau sekarang dah jadi Kementerian Pelajaran Malaysia, ramai jejaka jejaka yang handsome. Hihi :3 Alahai, cair aku dibuatnya. Lepas tu ramai yang baik baik belaka, setiap hari ada je yang bagi makanan la, barang la. Sampaikan ada orang belanja Domino's. Muahaha. Pizza size regular tu dua. Ahah. Memang orang kat BMK ni saje je nak bagi pipi aku jadi lagi tembam x) Kebanyakannya baik baik belaka. Senyum bila nampak aku. Jejaka jejaka handsome itu pun senyum bila nampak aku.

Ada satu hari tu, aku tengah tulis something kat buku. Then tetiba ada dua orang lelaki datang kat arah kaunter,

"Assalamualaikum kak."
"Waalaikumussalam." Aku pandang lelaki tu. Alahai, handsome :3
"Eh, comel pulak kakak hari ni." Dia tersenyum
"Erk. Haha." Aku just gelak je.

Hihi. Alahai, lelaki handsome tu puji aku lah. Walaweh, cair ouh. Tapi yang tak bestnya, dia panggil aku "kakak". Haha, rasanya sebab dia tak perasan aku ni orang baru, so dia main hentam panggil kakak x)

Tapi ada jugak yang tak berapa nak baik. Aku duduk kaunter ni, kerja aku kena senyum je sepanjang masa. Tak kira lah aku tengah happy ke sedih ke marah ke apa ke, aku tetap kena senyum. Haihh. Kalau berlinang air mata pun kena senyum jugak. Haha. Dah tu, ada sebilangan staff kat sini muka masam je bila datang kerja, tak senyum. Alahai, pagi pagi pun dah takde mood ke? Then ada pulak yang dah pandang aku then tak nak senyum. Woi! Penat aku senyum ni ouh. Senyum pun tak reti ke? Meh sini meh, aku ajarkan -.- Apa kau ingat kerja aku ni hina sangat? Takpe takpe, aku ingat.

Yang paling best, tempat ni HAUNTED sikit -.- Lift akan terbuka dengan sendirinya setiap berapa minit entah. Lepas tu siap berlagu lagu lagi. Then pintu sliding door kat depan ni yang guna sensor untuk detect haba tu kadang kadang terbuka sendiri walaupun takde orang lalu. Then telefon berbunyi, bila angkat ada bunyi apa entah. Aku tak tahu nak terangkan macam mana. Bila cakap hello, takde orang jawab. Bila dah letak, phone tu bunyi lagi. Hadoi, memang menguji keimanan aku.

Semalam pulak, masa semua orang dah balik, aku terdengar macam ada orang tolak trolly kat tingkat satu. Alahai, mencabar keberanian aku betul lah. Then pagi ni terdengar orang buka pintu lah, ada orang selak selak kertas lah apa lah. Padahal takde orang pun. Memang tuuuuuuut lah kan. Seram lah jugak. Tapi takpe, aku seorang yang berani! Haha :D Acik yang kerja dengan aku ni kata, dulu lagi teruk. Semua yang jadi tu kerap terjadi, tak macam sekarang, dah jarang. Lepas tu kadang kadang ada dengar bunyi orang tengah mandi lah, ada orang berjalan lah apa lah.

Just harap takde apa apa yang berlaku lah kan. Amin.

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