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Nombor bertuah :)

Tuesday, May 20, 2014


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Aku sudah tiada di pandangan kau.
Aku sudah tiada di mata kau.
Aku dah jadi macam orang asing bagi kau.

Mungkin sebab aku terlalu berharap?
Berharap ianya akan jadi seperti dulu.
Berharap untuk kau ada di sisi aku selamanya.
Berharap kau yang istimewa buat aku.

Tapi semua tu macam tak mungkin terjadi.

I need someone,
Who I can tell stories about my whole life,
Who can comfort me when I feel bad,
Who I can be comfortable with,
Who I can do crazy things together,
Who I can say the truth even it hurts.

I thought that someone was you.
I hope.

People don't usually get what they want right?



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You don't know us.
You don't know me.

It feels bad.
When someone who makes you feel special,
Don't even understand you.
Don't even know you.

You treat me like her right now.

It sucks.
It hurts.


Monday, May 19, 2014

People change

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I think you're annoying.
Being excited about the same thing everyday.
Show off about how caring he is.
It's just annoying.

It looks like you're glad to have him.
You like to show off about him.
Every time.

I don't know.
Maybe because I'm in a bad mood right now.

You're going out.
Without me.
But you do invite someone else.

It feel sucks.
To know that I am no longer important.

Before this,
You're saying like it was my fault.
For not being by your side anymore.

I admit.
It was my fault.
I'm trying to get close to you back.
It doesn't look like we're getting closer.

People change right?


Thursday, May 15, 2014

Allahyarham Muhammad Adam bin Mohd Azuan

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Tanggal 12 May 2014, 
Muhammad Adam bin Mohd Azuan,
anak buah saya yang baru sahaja lahir,
telahpun kembali ke rahmatullah.

It must be hurt.
It must be sad.
But I know my family.
They are strong.
They can face this :)

"Allah tidak akan membebani seseorang melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya...."
(Al-Baqarah 286)

Kepada umat Islam yang membaca post ini,
diharap anda semua dapat sedekahkan Al-Fatihah kepada arwah.


Sunday, May 11, 2014

Mother's Day?

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It's already 23:15..
And I'm awake.
Still awake.

Hm. I just wanna share what happened today.

Today, I wake up early at the morning!
Hm. That's strange.
Normally. I wake up late when I'm at home.
Because, home is the only place that you can do whatever you want.
You can do anything.
Like bongkang all the day,
which I "rarely" do at UMP. lol

Okay back to the topic.
Why did wake up early in the morning?
It's because I wanna go to the Alamanda.
With Kamil.
Hah! Someone might says that we're going to date.
But it's not really a date.
I brought Alia with us.

At 9am, we went to the Kelab Komuniti Cyberjaya.
We played "buaian", "jongkang jongket", etc at the playground.
Well, I don't what what they are in English.
Oh btw, Kamil called himself "Poksu".
It's because Alia called me "Moksu".
Which, this time, Alia willing to called him Poksu.
Usually she called him Acik Kamil.
She always denied that Kamil is her Poksu.
In fact, he isn't.
Well, not yet.
But, it is weird, isn't?

One hour after,  we went to KFC..
Have some breakfast.
At that time,
I can see some similarity between Kamil and Alia.
They like to bought a big, expensive and a huge amount of food.
The differences is just Kamil is thin, and Alia is not really thin.

Then, mom called.
She want me to help her.
To deliver foods for catering.
Then, the three of us wen to Puchong to deliver the foods.
At that time,
Kamil bersungguh- sungguh help us doing the catering thingy.
Maybe he want to "ambil hati" my brother kot?

Okay. Done with that.
Next, after finished.
We're going back to the KFC.
To buy some foods for my family.
After that, at 1pm if I'm not mistaken,
We went to Alamanda.
Looking some things for Alia to buy.
She want to buy gift for her mom.
Well, it's Mother's Day isn't?
It took a long time for her to chose the gift.
Very long time.
At the end, she chose baby clothes.
Oh! Actually my first sister in law is pregnant!
It's already five months.

Then, it's time for me to choose mine.
I bought a blouse for mom,
and a "Pagoda" t-shirt for dad.
Kamil said it was a Pagoda,
but it is not actually.

Well, it's Mother's Day.
But I bought gifts for mom and dad.
So, it's Parent's Day for me!
Whatever it is,
for mom and dad,
well, I know you're not going to read this.
So I'll just say Happy Parent's Day!
The other I'll say directly to you guys.

That's all for today.
Good night everyone :)


Friday, May 09, 2014


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That day, she's crying.
In front of me.

She said something.
But I don't even care.
Until at one point.
She said that someone took away her best friend.

I am confused.

I'm sorry.
I don't know what to say.
I don't know how to comfort you.
I just don't know.

When I think back on it,
I don't know who's right who's wrong.

I can't tell.
I can't explain.
I just can't.

I'm sorry if I'm wrong.
I'm sorry because I've hurt you.
A lot.

I know that sorry isn't enough.
But I'm truly sorry.