Today is today

16 Ogos

Hate this date

Today,

I went to a place

that full of memories

I hate it

but sometimes,

I miss it

I don't know what I really feel

Hate, love, miss

Miserable

Why life must be so complicated?

I just don't understand

When I was a little kid,

I thought

become an adult is fun

But it is not

Not fun at all

Life is so complicated

Full of challenges

That's what makes us strong

Be thankful

Life could be worse

Beginnings are usually scary,
and endings are usually sad.
But it is everything in between
that makes it all worth living.

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Univesiti Malaysia Pahang

Ehem ehem. Di sini saya ingin mengumumkan bahawa, bertarikh pada 17 Jun 2012, saya Zuraini binti Hassan telah secara rasminya menjadi mahasiswi Universiti Malaysia Pahang (UMP). Waaahh~ Percaya tak percaya tak? Aku dah jadi pelajar U sekarang. Haha.

 

Aku dapat course kejuruteraan kimia dan sumber asli (loji proses). Course dengan universiti nih first choice aku dalam UPU tahu tak? Haha. Nak bangga sikit sebab dapat first choice. Satu hari nanti, aku akan jadi chemical enginer. Hoho. Tapi nampak macam tough course tu. Hmm. Takpe takpe. Aku akan cuba yang terbaik untuk dapatkan dekan! Hee.

Mula mula duduk sini, aku rasa sunyi sangat. Hahah! Asyik nak balik je. Anak manja lah katakan. Tapi bila dah lama ni, aku rasa best duduk kat UMP ni. Aku dapat ramai kawan. Roommate aku semua baik. Meh aku tunjukkan kawan kawan aku and share some pictures kat UMP.

Ni gambar kelas. Gambar ni diambil masa hari terakhir kelas Soft Skills.

Nurul Fitri binti Bukhari, orangnya periang gila. Haha. Sangat periang. Kalau dia menjerit, satu blok boleh dengar. Dia nih macam budak budak sikit. Tapi kadang kadang tu dia agak matang lah jugak. In certain things.

 

Ni Nuur Fazreena binti Abdul Latiff. Dia nih perangai gila gila sikit. Tinggi orangnya. Aku terasa pendek bila duduk sebelah dia T_T

Ni kawan baik aku, Muhammad Zulfadhli Afiq bin Saffi'ai. Dia lelaki yang paling rapat dengan aku. Masalah aku semua aku share dengan dia. Tapi kesian, dia selalu kena pukul dengan aku. Hehe. Sorry ye?

Ahmad Haziq bin Abdul Manaf! Kawan aku jugak. Dia selalu luahkan apa yang  ada dalam hati dia. Sabar ye Haziq? Everything will be just fine :)

Muhammad Syarif Wira'i bin Abd Razak. Dia nih bapak aku dalam family tree kitaorang kat UMP. Hehe. Dia kata aku nih saaaaaangat manja! Haha. Memang betul pun. Kan bapak kan?

Kumpulan Soft Skills aku, Phoenix :D Kat tengah tengah tu lecturer kitaorang, miss Fatihah.
Dari kiri Hakim a.k.a KB, aku, Farid, Faz and Afiq (Aku prefer panggil dia Afiq walaupun semua orang panggil dia Zul)

Dari kiri : Haziq, Nurul, aku, Faz

GIG Vaganza!

CEREBRO! Group untuk GIG Vaganza and UHL1412.
Dari kiri : Aku, Lan, Faz and Izzat. Gambar nih kurang lagi sorang, Farid.

Esplanade!

Gambar kelas..

Semua budak kelas aku baik baik belaka. Hehe. And aku harap, friendship kitaorang nih kekal sampai bila bila. Harap sangat. And untuk group sepuluh orang tu, aku sedar sekarang ni kita tak macam dulu. Semua macam dah berpecah. Sorang ke sana, sorang ke situ. Hmm..  Harap sangat kita jadi macam dulu balik. Keluar ramai ramai. Haha. Sampai satu hari tu tayar kereta pecah. Tu lah. Drive sampai 170km/h.. Bagus sangat lah tu kan.

Okay lah. Tu je aku nak share untuk hari ni. See ya!

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To be truth

To be truth,

it hurts

To be truth,

I hate this feeling

To be truth,

I hope everything can go back to normal, like before.

To be truth,

I hate to admit that I'm okay, I'm fine.

To be truth,

I hate to say, "Don't worry I'll be fine"

To be truth,

I hate to be alone

But Zuraini, this is nothing compared to what you've been going through. Don't fall just because of this. You have been through something worse than this. You still can survive until now. So why do you need to cry for this? Don't cry Zuraini. It just nothing. Be brave, be strong. You are strong enough Zuraini. Believe in yourself. Believe in Allah. Everything happens for a reason.

To be truth,
I hate saying that to myself. Pathetic.

But I need strength to go through all this.

Always think positive :)

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