I hate waiting.

I'm tired. Tired of waiting. Where is the word? I want to hear that word from your own mouth. It has been 7 months since that time. A long time, indeed. Is that hard to say that word? I've been waiting for this long. Waiting for you or her or probably her, to say that to me. It just a simple word. One word only, with full of meaning.

I should be really happy for that. You deserve that. But I don't know why I don't really happy. Maybe because I still have the humanity. Not like you. Pathetic jerk. One thing that I am really sure is, I hate you. And someone that care about you too. Oh maybe I should change that. Someone that don't really know about you, even though you and her live together :)

Oh. I thought, you have already forget about me. Then suddenly, I've got an email from you. I don't know what Yahoo sent to you by using my name, my email. You act like there is nothing happened between us. And wow, you do remember who I am. I'm shocked. Well, I blame Yahoo for this. For reminds me of you. I hate that.

Boy, you can do that to me. I mean, you are already did. And do not forget, others might do the same to you :) And I guess, they have already did too. Take that as a lesson. I hope Yahoo won't do the same thing again.

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For capital S

Dear you,

I know you're reading this post. If you hate me, please stop what you are doing. Stop reading this. It just will makes you hate me more. I know who you really are. What do you think I am? Someone that you can blame for others mistake? The one that you protect, is someone that you don't really know. Go, get to know him well.  He is a part of your family. I wonder, did you really know what he is doing?

I know what you are doing. You are older than me. I do respect you. Behave. Act like what you should. Don't act like a kid. I did not warn you. I am just telling you. I am somebody that you don't really have to know. I've got nothing to do with you. And the same as you. This is me. If you don't like this, then get out from my life, you silent reader.

Your sincerely,

Zuraini Hassan

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